I had to quit my school team cuz' it clashes with my swimming practice.
And now I'm not even swimming, but I still can't add more stress to my life since I'm busy with the Student reporter jobs.
Maybe I'll join back next year, it's my last year in my school after all.
What's gotten into me actually?
Have I suddenly want to be in the spotlight?
Have I got a crush on a current team member? (ppft!)
Guess I'm missing the sporty side of mine (becuz of all the business this year, I could hardly train my handstand!)...And my friends in class aren't really into sports either, sad eh?
CHEER 2011 (a national cheer comp) is arriving soon, and it's been delayed.
As a student reporter I'm planning on interviewing my team, hope there's no meeting on that day~
C3 is before CHEER 2011, but should I interview them on this event?
Gah! I'm really missing the dances and tumbling.
Recently I'm having attempts on learning a back handspring (although I don't know how to roll backwards nor walkover), the vids on YouTube sure are kinda helpful, but I got my first injury yesterday.
My knee knocked onto sth hard, although the scar/redness are small, but god that really hurts for the rest of the day!
Hope I'll be able to do a back handspring before rejoining Zodiac in 2012~
REACH FOR THE STARS~
Recently I'm being stressed!
That's why I'm always wanting some pleasure, but don't seem to get them.
I think I'm escaping the questions when I ask myself about them.
I don't want to think too much...
Here a list of a part of what I'm stressed about:
1=Cannot play my role as an aassistant leader of a group in the Student Reporter comitee.
2=Cannot adjust my time between work and study and play and cheer
3=Cannot catch up with Physics, Maths and Add Maths
4=Cannot fit into my group of friends, our likes and dislikes don't match much...
5=Dealing with a certain friend of mine who knows how to criticize others but not know how to look at herself much...
6=Dealing with my dad who keep on accusing me of many stuff and won't listen and thinks I'm childish!
Because I'm being accused a lot ever since I'm young, I have the fear of scoldings.
But I cannot keep this on...
If I am not brave enough to tell others that they are wrong, I cannot do my best as assistant monitor nor assistant group leader.
I have to get much better, I want to see the me I want to be in the near future.
REACH AGAIN FOR THE STARS
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