Annoyance

Hellow, its been a while since I've last typed my blog.

There's 2 weeks left before my semester 3 of Bachelor of Pharmacy semester 3 ends, i'm still not very satisfied with myself.

Studies aside, in our curriculum we have these number of hours that we need to complete as co-curricular activities. Since activities with hours are limited and its competitive, everyone needs to fight for a spot. And being a credit transfer student, I need to complete the hours earlier than the rest of the students. So I decided to join a major event to get a boost of hours to add in (because this system isn't really fair and committee members of events give the activity spaces to their friends first even though the credit transfer students needed it more badly than them).

I thought it would be fine handling the major event and being a committee of a club (it's pretty common around that people being this busy). Yeah right, what's different in my condition is that the club's president is pretty much an airhead who does not take responsibilities seriously and ignores important stuff, which gives me more burden on handling the club's affairs. So the whatever load I have dragged me down on handling the other event, which in turn affected the other committees of the other event to be in more of a mess.

I remembered there was this night before a test and I was staying up late doing things for the club because the president has been in his own sweet world enjoying whatever ignorance he has. Then I ended up having a headache the next day, went into the lab, cannot think straight, screwed all calculations up and screwed all the results up. Whats worse is that this is my favourite subject for the semester. Imagine being one of the lowest scorers in class.

Other than that I'm also falling back in studies.

God I hope he's happy, it's going to make me sound bad but yeah I hope karma hits him thrice as hard.

So whoever is reading this, some of you guys might be aware of it already, but however, do not think that ignorance is ok for others. It might be the Malaysian teenage culture to say "aiyah, cincailah, sure can one!" at other people's face, however given certain situations, it would be more mature to be considerate of what your actions might bring onto others. It may not only affect directly but also indirectly trigger up a chain of worsening events for others. (Or just check out what the butterfly effect means if you do not get what I mean.)

Signing out.