再见,四月

在我开始写主要内容先,先宣传下:当守护神遇上天使: 5月份电台访谈预告

四月要完了,我玩了那个人已快过了一个月...

考试要到了,倒数十天...!!!
我还没开始读书啊!!!!!
学记的活动又那么忙,天哪~~~~*我惨了*

最近玩着王国之心358/2天,很有感情.
因为主角们都是没有"心"的人物,所以感觉不到任何情绪,任何感情.
不过主角Roxas认识了同为无"心"的朋友Axel和Xion,开始慢慢体会友情,开始产生对感情的疑惑和了解...
是个很值得玩的游戏.

回到四月的日子,觉得过得真快...

转眼间都五月了,红蜻蜓小说比赛的成绩就快出炉了,重要的年中考试要来了.
时间飞得那么快,再过几十/十几个月,轮到我考大马文学文凭了,听了心中都怕.
怕,因为还没准备好,就如现在的我;有时却是因为已经准备好了,所以才会等不及那一刻而怕.
怕,怕考试,怕我太快长大,怕有做不完的事,怕我会再次让人失望,怕再次失去所喜欢的,所珍惜的...

我似乎怕得很呢~
其实,除了那些,我也怕一个人.
虽然我也怕我自己,不过我现在要提的是另一个人.
他很活跃,在班上很吵.
所谓的,是"褒"也是"贬".不过我只欣赏"褒"的那一面.
那个人曾经因跟别人玩"真心话大冒险"而跟我说"我爱你".
(当时真的是吓死人,接着的那一秒我很想过去揍他,不过太远了,懒得走过去...)
那时,他的眼神反映出一种天真,他的笑容很灿烂.
我现在不是在夸奖他,只是因为我缺乏自爱,不懂得珍惜自己,就开始嫉妒了他.
没办法,因为当时的他,有如一面镜子,反映出我曾失去的自己...
我还是要自爱多一些...

话说回来,我昨天很生气,也就是因为那个人!

明明就是我扫地,他竟然跑去扫!
虽然扫地的还有另一位,不过要帮就叫我扫!
不要擦白板就让给我嘛!我不知几喜欢那个工作呢!
我现在不用做值日了是吗?班长副班长不做值日是应该的咩?
你是不是在告诉我我很低级,连值日都要你去做?
然后,我和朋友出去,看见我们回来还坐我们位子不走!
要不是当时你在陪人做功课,我就立刻喊你走!
放学了就算,为什么我去课外活动练习还要看到你!?!

我很讨厌你!

你的出现简直就是在提醒我我比不上你!
我永远都是个失败者!
我讨厌看到你,或许是我要逃避"我是失败的"的印象,或许我自己另有秘密,纯粹讨厌你.
我·讨·厌·你
对不起

真的真的很对不起

我的四月,就这样和我告别了.

School Life (form 4) + Cocurricular activities = STRESS?!?!

Hey, I love my activities, but I can't keep up well in school too...

My grades were always great, but not enough to be 1st in class...

But I'm still in 1st class, duh~

I love my activities, and I don't take them for no reason...

But this Student Reporter thing is stresful, no wonder some may consider it a hard journey. They require from us a lot of attitude: Responsibility, Hardwork, Dedication, Respect, Love for firends and many more...

Now this is stupid, I am school's representative for the chess competition (MSSD), and my mom don't let me go~ Waste of time, she thinks, I'm not even as good as the chairman!

Do I have to be a PRO to go to competitions?

Hey, even newbies have their 1st times...(but I'm not a newbie in chess)

I'm just doing what I want...

Or maybe this is a way to escape stress in school?

Ya, school's a total stress, damn it!

Can't keep up...

All I can do now is to keep on dreaming~

And hope that my dreams come true~

School life... = =

Kingdom Hearts Nostalgia

I'm still watching Final Fantasy X-2 walkthrough on Youtube, then I suddenly went to watch Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days walkthrough!

In case anyone doesn't know, the Kingdom Hearts series are a game series with touching stories and fun battles (although I hate KH COM). And Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days is one of the series that made gamers cry in the end (that's what I heard, even if many out there didn't shed a tear, the story is still sad).

I was introduced to this game by a friend, Sarah, then I went to play it. After that, I went on finding out what the story was about, read the manga and novels, went to forums, and that would be the KH fever days.

After I started Final Fantasy XII, I stopped my KH fever and switched to FF fever. LOLx~

Oh yeah, here's a website to download patches to play KH in your pc.

Then now, I'm starting to miss the KH days~

Kingdom Hearts gave me a lot of inpirations, emotions and feelings:
KH - the importance of friendship and believing
KHCOM - the sadness of the lost of memories
KH II - The sadness of lacking feelings, Home again
KH 358/2 Days - Friendship, Spending time together, Loosing a friend dearly
KH BBS - Friendship and the will to restore what's lost
KH Coded - Being there for those in need (the synopsis really is touching)

No tears like Kingdom Hearts, no moments like Square Enix

梦想

谈到梦想来了……

有个朋友，他的网上用名是兵兵米果，他虽然是男的，却想成为模特儿。

他很棒，他去杂志试镜失败了，学校文艺日也去试。虽然又没被录取，他却在面子书上说：“下次再试。”类似的话。

想起以前，他想写小说，一直不停地跟人要评语，一直更进自己……

唉，我写的小说，都没有硬要和别人要评语过呢~

梦想，我现在有的，很多很多呢~

-写出能够感动人的小说

-考班上第一名（刚好去年班上很厉害的今年都没和我同班）
-成为受人信赖和佩服的领导者
-练好钢琴，而且要超好的那种
-买个小提琴，自己学拉
-练好吉他
-部落格多人看~
-减肥？= =
-变美！（咔咔）

说道钢琴，以下是我无意中找到的，是我学校的一个人弹的，他年纪比我还要小呢！

愿大家都能够拥有美丽的梦……
祝大家美梦成真~

Monday Afternoon

OMG i have rashes all over my face! (Don't know what caused it either XD)

Went to the doctor this morning (and skipped school), but because my class has an extra period, and because I had promised my friend to do an interview on the English language for our student reporter's report, I went to school at 1.05pm, and shocked my classmates, even the teacher XD

My that lecturer on English talk sure has a lot to say, like our standards are low, blah blah blah...

But he's not wrong too anyway~

He told me to choose IELTS over TOEFL, to me, they're the same right? Except for the country that needs that qualification. They're the same as in we need to listen, speak and write! lol~

Now I'm in British Council, waiting for my class, surfing my friend's blog and found this:

在你还是清涩的时候，认真地为别人写一封情书吧。
在你还是两袖清风时，勇敢地向你喜欢的人告白吧。
在你还没有迈入社会前，洒脱地踏上一个人的旅途吧。
在你还没后悔当初之前，潇洒地、刻骨铭心地为自己留下属于青春的痕迹吧。
去体会一些人生的苦涩，一些人生的无奈，一些撼动人心的，一些不曾体会的。

Translation:

When we're still experiencing bitterness, write a love letter true to your feelings.
When you're still young and all, confess your love bravely.
Before stepping into the society, begin your journey (yours alone) without hesitation.
Before regretting, leave good memories of your teenage years, with feelings and momories to remember.
Go and feel the biterness of life, some annoyance of life, some touching moments, something that others don't.

That's all for today~ Ciao!

忙~

好忙好忙啊！

身为即将面临考试的学生而忙，身为学生记者而忙，身为“宝贝营”筹委会之一而忙，身为还没买@dd杂志的读者焦急而忙，身为……而忙~

好忙的一个星期，几乎没得到什么休息。现在，终于都周末了，但是不能休息放松！因为正是把那些还没做好的事情做好！

正所谓不要把事情拖去明天，要不然等到明天有更多的事情做时，之前的事情就做不完了。

还有，我正面对着另一个问题：身为年轻一分子，生活总是充满青春，可是那个青春里的“爱情”我几乎都不明白！

暗恋过人？有……瓜？（算是吗？）明恋？应该也有吧？拍拖？100%没有~

其实男生这种东西，真奇怪！我似乎都不会什么喜欢上，但总是会产生妒忌、嫉妒！为什么他们能够这样那样？为什么我不可以？

类似的嫉妒，每当他们在阳光下打球，还是他们勇敢在班上大声说话开玩笑，他们那种快乐，对我而言，那些正是我不能够发挥的一种“光芒”。（有点抽象~）

所以才嫉妒啊！不过说真的，有时会因为和男生对看时紧张~

那是暗恋吗？

哈哈没我真笨呢！抱歉~

Busy Days

This week has been busy, busy as a student preparing for exams, busy as a student reporter, busy as a part of a camp-preparation team, busy as a dancer, busy as a....

Finally, weekend, but not the time to rest, time to get things done and prepare for a new week.

So they say, get thing done right on time, or else there will be more in the future, and we won't be able to finish it~

T.T~

Oh yeah, being a teen means study and crushes right?

I don't get it, what's about the 'crush; part?

I don't fall for guys, I just envy them.

Am I even human?

Lolx, I don't understand guys~

Help?

愚人节的报仇（事后篇）

报仇了报仇了！
开心！
更开心的是我玩到更多人！
最要死的是我班从里头琐住了门，前门套上锁头，数学老师一上到来就叫班长开门，哈哈……还有那些迟回班的人也是没得进来（最后又给他们进啦~），更废的是有人打算拆窗口的玻璃爬进来。。。==
隔壁班的有人在巧克力里头加了辣椒酱，玩人……
他们真聪明，明年得动多一点脑筋，玩更多人……
噢，还有，我今年学到了一个超古怪的教训：愚人节打算以告白玩人时，最好扮得假假的，不然会被人误会为真的……==

My April Fool's revenge (after story)

I made my revenge muahahahaha!!!!
But there seems to be more effects, some thought that it was for real... LOL!!!!!! Nth la, I didn't write anything.
Here's more of April fool stories:
1. My class locked the classroom door from the inside, and the teacher can't come in...
2. I wrote that there is add maths homework on the whiteboard, and wrote "happy april's fool" below it...
3. I lied to someone that I love him... T.T
4. Someone next class is distributing strawberry filling chocolate which was chili sauce instead. ==
5. (heard from someone else) A told B that a teacher was looking for B, B went, and the teacher wasn't looking for B. Then, C told B a teacher was looking for B, B didn't want to believe it, and the teacher was angry searching for him... ==